Ashes to Dust.

my !@#$ed up first day..

2009-01-05T00:40:00.000-08:00

today was kinda sucky.. not how i had intended it. well at least im feeling better about myself.. left school at 12.30? intended to spend my time sitting down and doing some sorting out.. in e end, i ended up doing something i din even expect myself to do. went to get a couple of red bulls. drank one and started to walk from jln kayu to sengkang. then made a turn and walked all the way back after drinking another one. it was pretty cool since noone was on e road so i walked against the traffic in e middle of e road, feeling high, mouthing the songs from my ipod and reliving every happy memory along tt road.. decided that i still had more energy and so... i walked all e way home.. after another bull lols.. ARGH! my feet are blistered like shit and im feeling weak like shit but nobody.. nobody can talk me down and take away this moment from me.. call me crazy but it's the only way that i could make myself feel better.

ROCK AND ROLL!!!

2008-11-22T06:26:00.001-08:00

alright!!! last night was awesome. went for my mother's company party with the theme being rock and roll. since i only decided to go so last minute, i din really a costume which sayed rock and roll so unlike my mum, i just pulled smth on the spot and went. made myself a wax hand before getting my face painted then had some food. haha unlce kimston came here drunk and he was determined to make me drunk. everytime he saw me he would say the same thing.. "nick, where's the beer man? *points to waiter/waitress* darling, get us 2 beers. so by the start of the event, i already had 1 wine and 4 beers.. joined siwei (some hired model who i made friends with) for another beer later on cause i was really sleepy and din feel like taking part in e games. the angmohs were drunk and really funny, especially those who dressed up as they kept cursing and swearing.. one of them tried pole dancing and almost broke the pole as he pulled the whole thing more than 45 degrees down.

ROCK AND ROLL

haha! mum looks cool :D ( note that that is a wig and not her real hair!)

BOTTOMS UP! (with uncle kimston and someone else, forgot his name lols)

2008-11-15T06:43:00.000-08:00

sigh... it's the mid of november.. and guess what? it sucks.. i may seem to have loads of time on my hand to do loads of things.. but all i really want is just one thing.. just ONE...
i know my life is already pretty great now and some might think i may be too much.. but listen up.. you are not me.. you dont know what i am feeling.. so dont be too quick to judge me.
noelle seems to be having the same problem as me.. well, welcome to the club :) lols.. sigh.. we'll have fun.. like when we were kids.. "the best of us can find happiness in misery" thanks for giving me a listening ear. i really appreciate it. December's coming soon.. and it could get worse then again maybe it could get better.. noone knows.

2008-11-12T05:59:00.000-08:00

ANYONE UP FOR WATCHING MADAGASCAR 2 WITH ME WHEN IT COMES OUT!?!?!?! PLEASE LET ME KNOW =)

2008-11-10T02:46:00.000-08:00

it's complicating realli... sigh..

it will be alright.. i hope...

2008-11-09T06:04:00.000-08:00

this hols is shitty.... just a little less screwed up schedule... is that so hard to ask?? i mean our hols next year are already !@#$ing cut by a month. i shld have thought twice before joining scip.. not that im not having fun or anth.. but !@#$ then there's floorball which is really getting to be a real pain... i dunno how much more of this shitty hols i can take.. i cant wait to go to aust in december.. like srsly.. it would be great.. taking my mind off stuffs in sg.. anyway, thanks noelle for friday :) all the best to u and D ( whenever that will happen) haha. oh! and club 21 sale was awesome though there were not much guys stuff but at least i got stuffs i really like for really great prices! hope there will be more sales soon!!

2008-10-30T06:21:00.000-07:00

alright.. update! lols. first day of work.. not bad. pretty fun.. met kenneth at main office at 1.30 where he first taught me how to assemble a stick from scratch. he taught me stuffs like cutting sticks from 100 to 95cm, fixing e blades, oval gripping, drilling e holes etc etc. after which, i assembled 2 wiz 27 pro designs!! HAHAHAH. i was dam scared while assembling cause if i screwed up, kenneth would have lost a stick which he said nvm cause at least i learn from mistakes.. but i feel bad luh lols. Took a short break before mr ngatsi came over. packed up a couple of sticks including the 2 tt i assembled and headed off to RI for sales in his van.. i was cramped up with all e salming sticks and goalposts behind the van but luckily RI was nearby. sold quite a number of sticks but dam sad la... nobody bought my 2 wiz 27s ... cause e prices were out of their budget so they all bought the cheaper ones.. pfft.. walked back with kenneth to main office where we took a break again before i went to change e blade of one of the sticks which one of the RI students purchased. left the main office for home, stopping by RI on the way to pass the stick to the student whose blade i changed. walked around junction 8 aimlessly before taking the bus home. having not rememberd where 58 went, i stopped a few stops earlier to play safe when i met my sis. LOLS SHE DAM LUCKY I WAS THERE CAN. she had cut her toe and was looking for tissue to clean but she had no money -.- so she was planning to go and ask around when i popped up.. so i helped her buy tissue and clean her wound before walking home with her. lols. well overall, work was pretty alright, not hectic and best of all, i get to try out all the sticks there and practice my shots wif the goalpost when kenneth gives me break =D !!! hahaha will be introduced to the others another time. looking forward to going back! ( it's kind of on an ad hoc basis)

2008-10-22T05:27:00.001-07:00

alright.. today was okay.. intentional living was kinda boring.. onli the bumper cars video was nice.. akido was soso.. learnt how to roll today! lols. after that, went for lunch with nicole,jose,angee and glen to 18 chefs. lol first time for me and glen.. we feel so deprived... the cheese is nice! went to pet safari after that. many cute dogs there but the ultimate was yet again, the one the only golden retriever! yep.. they look dam poor thing la.. and dam pissing.. it's so near yet so far.. not even one cm thick of glass separating me from the dog... sian.. wanted to go to see ted and bud after that but jose's mum din allow so went back to school wif nicole, angee and glen. Was supposed to walk to bedok interchange to take 854 home but nicole felt bored so we planned to walk to another bus stop.. once we got there however, she wanted to follow the 854 route to see how long we could walk before getting tired lol. so in the end, we walked all the way to eunos mrt.. haha time flies when you're having fun! :)

2008-10-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE HENG!!! HAHAH!!
see.. your 'sister/brother' so nice la XD. anw thanks for all the help you have given me throughout ta1 so far!!!

2008-10-17T06:32:00.001-07:00

HAHA OKAY!!!! LONG TIME NEVER BLOG!! I shall blog about part 2 of the adventure!!! (refer to www.nicloves.blogspot.com for part 1 ) Early dismissal today at 12.30 so took 24 with Nicole to Serangoon but we missed our stop.. cause I was sleeping and Jamie wasn’t around to remind us that 24 did not go to Serangoon. SO, we had to walk in the slight rain to Serangoon MRT where we took a train to Sengkang. Had lunch at Compass point Mos burger before EMBARKING ON OUR JOURNEY BACK TO THE 8^TH DIMENSION!!!!!!

Checked the map before we left CIVILISATION... got lost immediately after leaving and had to go back to check again lol. So kuku.. anw, we decided to play. Nick’s clues!!!(Adaptation of BLUE’S CLUES) so.. our first clue was NICOLE’S FACE WAKAKAK!!! So what do we do?? We whip out our handy dandy....NOTEBOOK. lol. We were sort of role playing the tv show. Haha anyway.. The journey continued and we arrived at the start of the ‘YELLOW BRICK ROAD’ (aka LRT LINE).

It was the year 2130... we were the last human beings on earth... there was no other signs of life... loads of empty trucks around.. creepy... that was when... we saw.. A FARMER!!!! LOL!!! I swear.. other than town, majority of the purple line areas are all so ulu.. which makes it fun tho XD. So.. moving on, we entered.. ANT LAND.. (AKA FARMWAY)..There were dunno how many ants.. so many..lols and they started attacking Nicole ( THE CENTIPEDE QUEEN)!! It was decided then.. the ants were waging war against the centipedes XD.

So, moving on.. we walked to “Anchorvale Bridge” were we saw many ‘HEADLESS RIDERS PREPARING FOR WAR!!!!(lols construction site XD) and we decided to ‘spy’ on them awhile before we watched this old man giving fishing lessons to these other 2 guys... Kinda cool, but i doubt they’d be able to catch anything in that dam disgusting murky water..

After that, we passed by farmway. From a distance, it seemed as though we were in JURASSIC PARK ( lol the machinery looked like dinosaurs) but then on closer inspection, we realiased that there were more “ HEADLESS RIDERS!!” and they were using the “DINASAURS” as slave labour , using them to prepare for “WAR”... after which, we FINALLY REACHED THANGGAM!!!!!

Haha! Lols... sadly, the THANGGAM lady wasn’t there.. but it seemed as though she was a litter bug... we found the place strewned with litter, which was pretty clean on Wednesday when we were there... pfft. Went back to ‘THE VILLAGE’ where i had a TIRAMISU MILKSHAKE ( DAM SHIOK) while the kuku had her WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFLE. (BTW, the second clue was a pink bus, third clue was a purple ball and fourth clue was orange cones.) SO!!! IT'S TIME TO SIT IN OUR THINKING CHAIR AND.. THINK!!! what could nick want wif these four clues??? well, it's simple really lol.. nick wants to play soccer so he and NICOLE ( first clue) take the PINK BUS(second clue) somewhere to play soccer with the PURPLE BALL( third clue), using the ORANGE CONES( fourth clue) as goal posts. HAHA SO CREATIVE RIGHT!!!Haha . yea that’s about it. Will post about other stuffs which has happened another time =D

To those people who might think that the story is lame, i don’t care. Cause you weren’t there so you wouldn’t know how much fun it is. Maybe you’ll understand one day.. when you are in my shoes.. When you are with the one you love, anything can be turned into an adventure.. the simplest of walking could be the most enjoyable one you have ever had...

2008-09-25T16:36:00.000-07:00

.... what should i say??...
dunno la...freaking sianned.
sciences today.. !@#$ed up..
gonna watch F1 tonight..
but no extra tix...
so sean cant come with me.
lol...
sigh...
sian...
nothing to say...

2008-09-24T06:37:00.000-07:00

promos... SUCKS... day1 chinese. DIE.... day2 LA. DIE....
DAY 3... math.. day 4... science...
math and science... the 2 things tt got me into TA. now my biggest enemies..

OH THANK YOU GRACIA TEO FOR HELPIGN ME PHOTOCOPY THE COARSE READER!!! evn though LA still die...

promos.. few more days.. freedom.. nice..

2008-09-05T01:06:00.000-07:00

hmm.. maybe i was thinking too much...well, i just want to make sure you are happy. well, i shall try not to think too much anymore, for that was then and this is NOW, and all that matters is you.

promos are so gonna kill me...

2008-09-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

hello.. lol. okay.. it's been a damn long time since ive posted and im only posting cause i really dont feel like studying.. i aint the mugger material. well anw, life's good, training's though.. coach says i have good ball control and skills but lack the confidence when i play the game, like the one whereby i hesitated to take a shot after the 3 passes crap. pfft.. hope i improve cause div 3's coming.. i tink.. i wonder if mr amir still remembers giving me a place in the squad... hmm... well promos are coming REAL SOON and boy does time sure fly... it all seemed liek yesterady, a month ago.. and ever since i feel that im just SUPER FREAKING LUCKY.., an agreement with sean and brandon but ever since last night, i've been wondering... what if... if some things din happen, i would not be where i am today.. right sean? sian.. i wonder if i have big shoes to fill.. well.. EPL has started again! though dunno why it doesn't seem as exciting as it used to probably cause ronaldo and nani haven realli played so man u seem kinda boring while arsenal seem quite exciting but i dun like em ,chelsea seem alright and i tink they might be able to clinge the title this year. i'm really looking forward to after promos, though i can't say ill have lots of time due to SCIP, div 3 ( depends), other stuffs.. well, sis will be leaving for aust pretty soon as well, after my promos.. i wonder if my mum and I are still on for japan? cause i doubt we will be having our anual trips seeing that val is in uni, valen will be in aust, vince is in army.. ah well, at least ill have more free time then.

i'm really glad and lucky for what has happened but did it happen for a reason? what if it never happened, where would i be? do i have expectations to live up to? well, that's a question i'm hoping will be rid from my mind soon..

well anyway, here's to sean, all the best, you too brandon, and thanks for all the help. =D oh and to jamie,josephine and noelle too! and especially to you, thanks for being in my life and may it last forever

2008-08-08T08:14:00.000-07:00

im bored... today was national day but it was kinda boring.. went to vs played lethagic soccer then went parkway for lunch and home. Heard about the changes in the ppl in vs and it's quite sad. esp for lum and the other student leaders. cause vs is a school known for it's spirit but from what lum says, seems like no one seems to care much anymore. anw met up with many peeps. quite cool though, they now have this thing which is something like interclass soccer but it isnt official but it really bonds the class together. 90 minutes of bonding time on the pitch lol. while the rest were watching the match, yat was demonstrating the art of crazy floorball to me wif his array of skills... im still mesmerised haha. to sum it all up, life is good

What others think isnt as important
as happiness.
It's smth i've never felt before
but it's an extraordinary feeling
It cant really be described in words
but im grateful for the one that brought that feeling
i will always treasure.

2008-07-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

i am seriously dam spastic =D . i spammed ashley wif the cute happy face!! =D and wanted to draw a supposedly life like emoticon XD and a potrait of joelle( since she was talking to me using tablet. ) and omg. once i saw the pics i started to laugh for like 10 minutes.. and im still giggling LOL WTH LA HAHAHAH i drooled abit oso.. LOL here is the supposed to be lifelike cum cute emoticon XD

AND THE POTRAIT OF JOELLE from her dp XD

2008-07-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

E learning sucks la. they quite smart ah.. let us stay at home but give us even more homework .. dam unproductive day today.. onli completed a bit.. pfft. VJC LOST TO MJC =D !! MJ BAIEK! oh ya watched red cliff 2 days ago. dam cool lol. it's as though ZhugeLiang as a league of extraordinary gentlemen (Zhao zilong, Zhang fei , gan xing, guan yu, zhou yu) all super gay.. 1 man show also can.. no wonder zhu ge liang sure win cao cao la. cao cao only got normal men. dam irritating la.. when the nice part coming then out popped the words TO BE CONTINUED... sian la. must wait till dunno when for the next part. Went for myrmidons training last week wif jw.. scored 2. end score 5-5. bleh.. i should be quitting ba.. still considering if i should go for nighthawks training but their training clashes wif tuition.. like so suay.. maybe ill just train wif gary evry week or smth. i feel quite bad cause i told him id turn up but in the end i nvr. pfft...i found out something today.. to tt someone, !@#$%^&*()_+ be a man and face others face to face.. dun go and hum ji until like that la. dam no life la. COME OUT OF UR SNAIL SHELL AND FACE THE WORLD LA. dun show ur shell to others and do other lame shit stuff inside. i dun even know why im wasting my time commenting on you la.

2008-07-09T06:42:00.000-07:00

Oh and thanks to Jamie for persuading me to post. (: the smileys here not chio XD but can do.

SIAN LA.

2008-07-09T06:27:00.000-07:00

WAH SIAN LA.. DAM TIRED..DUNO WHY... anw. TJC lost to MJC 12-0. nth much we could do la. cos got Glendon phua. too pro. . watch him play against IJC. dunno how mani seconds pass only then he score liao and he took 7 minutes to get his hat trick like wth??!?!?. Playing ACJC tmr, i tink we can win. Anw, went out wif brandon and sean on my b day to catch getsmart since i already celebrated. The show was quite funny lol.Went to cat high carnival wif jamie and nicole. Was a bit boring la since we spent most of our money in the canteen, OR RATHER NICOLE SPENT MOST OF MY MONEY ON DUMPLINGS! LOL okay la i pay =.= .. see im so nice. Dam funny la she so paiseh to go and buy someore then make me and jamie take turns to go and buy for her and she finished each box of 3 in like half a minute. Went out wif the gang on sunday to vivo to catch Hancock. Dam funny la but the plot quite stupid cos like no kick for Hancock like tt. Anw, school life has been fairly alright so far except for the big question.. the I DUNNO question.. sian la, still got a long way to go in floorball. 2 more years. Civics was quite funny la since we were doing BGR's and the questions Mr lau and Ms bian asked us were dam funny. Anw i skipped contact time to go and support the girls today since they took all the effort to come down to rp to support the guys and were hugely disappointed. Well, they lost 9-0 to RJC but from wat i tink have improved tremendously from wat i have seen in the past, guys as well. They played really well against YJC but were unfortunate to lose to the ONE MAN YJC team which comprised mainly of the hard work of their captain. Oh WENKAI'S PIANO SKILLS IS DAM PRO! he gave us a little demonstration in the music room b4 mr heng came in.. omg la his fingers like jelly fish like tt..so wobbly can wobble from 1 key to another dam accurately.. SIAN LA... physics was dam boring..

WAT TO DO!?!?!?
to be or not to be, tt is the question...
i cant seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel.. am i walking aimlessly?

few more minutes.

2008-06-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

well .. few more minutes and ill be 15 lol.( life still goes on and i dun realli gif a dam unless it's like my 18th bdae..) just in time for after jcts =) it's been awesome so far. FATAL = Rank 51/722 in t3h_l33tz0r's cs source zm server! and im climbing up the ranking ladder everyday XD but it's also easy to drop though =X hope i can get into the top 40. well. jcts suck.. math die science die etc etc. science was the worse. i wont be surprised if i get a one digit mark for my bio cos all my answers were crap. well today was alright, went shopping wif my sis cos yu fan couldnt make it tonight. well there's always next week. going out wif sean and brandon tmr to hang out at catahay aft lunch wif my parents not my family cos i already celebrated it wif em since my sis has to go for uni orientation and wont be around. well i wish her all the best in awaiting her appeal results to better universities and to the other 2 going overseas. it' ll be weird once their gone as the 4 of us are close and especially since they are triplets.My mum said that if i had stayed in vs i too could have gone to australia for foundation year after o's (wonder wat tt wouldve been like) but well.. i took up ip.. which seems to be a mistake now.. A Div starting next week. will be cool to check out all the much stronger teams.

Is it the right decision? i hope so..
Anw sean is right.. failures..

Quiz.

2008-06-15T00:52:00.000-07:00

1. Who was your last text from?
Melvyn

2. Where was your default picture taken at?
MSN.

3. Whats your full name?
Nicholas Kwa Yi Yao

4. Your current relationship status?
Single.

5. Does your crush like you back?
i dunno and i tink no?

6. What is your current mood?
sick of studying.

7. Whats your mum's name?
Clara.

8. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Grey.

9. What was the last thing you drank?
Water.

10. If you could go back in time to change something, would you?
Yes, i might not have signed the ip form.

11. Have a crazy side?
Depends how high i get.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
yes. me and lum almost got knocked down by car.

13. Something you do alot?
Slack.

14. Angry at anyone?
Nope.

15. Do you wanna see somebody right now?
Yeah, depending on who.

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
dunno.

17. When was the last time you cried?
forgot. around 1 year plus ago?

18. Who would you do anything for?
depends what the person means to me.

19. Who is your idol?
Quaresma and Janne tahka

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite gender?
how they look at you.

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?
Caramel frappe.

22. What's your biggest secret?
if it's a big secret why would i post it...

23. Favourite movie?
dunno.there a plenty.

24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Yeah. spongebob square pants!

25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nothing.

26. Do you speak any other language?
Chinese.

27. What's your favourite smell?
anything not smelly.

28. Describe your life in 2 words, what would it be?
not exciting.

29. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No.

30. Do you like rain?
Yea, during PT days and PE.

31. What are you thinking of now?
plenty.. if ill screw up my jcts and some ppl etc etc.

finally.

2008-06-09T01:36:00.000-07:00

okokokokokok. finally decided to post smth... OK number one.. OBS.. dam fun. super fast kayak wif nicole and sean despite carrying a dam heavy load. the sea expedition was dam fun cause we capsized 4 times in a row after not realizing there was water inside our boat. height elements were dam hard la and oso dam pain... u know wat i mean..camp 3 sux.. but i had the best 1 hour of sleep at OBS there because i koped cornelius' pillow and tent while he was doing watch duty. OBS led me to learn 2 things abt 2 ppl. number one: nicole is a guy. cause she is dam open like a guy. number two: joel can eat DAM alot for a guy his size.. reminds me of the koe family. stupid JCT's coming soon..sux.. then the next 2 days aft tt is league and birthday. now is euro 2008 but stupid starhub must pay to watch.. bloody cheapskate idiots.. for those who want me link can like tell me the link on msn and oso remind me.. cos i dam lazy.

the truth hurts but wat to do? nothing.. you cant do anth abt it cos it cant be forced.Sometimes, no matter how hard u keep on trying, things dont turn out how u want them to

....

2008-05-07T07:52:00.000-07:00

im dam freaking sianned of everything alr...
1. stuff regarding _____
2. JCT's coming and i cant relli seem to be bothered in handing up my work..esp math..
i dunno la.. its just my mentality..too much patience must be getting into my head.. had lunch wif yu fan today opp school .. i missed the old times.. and i relli wanna transfer back to vs... i mean im like flunking over here.. June hols... i hope i would change my mentality and relli put in an effort to study because i dun wanna gif my parents wif anymore stress.. they already haf plenty to deal wif wif my siblings going to uni.. and about _____ i dunno alr... its getting to my head... im friggin useless... but i just hope that _______________________ as i do. sigh.. todays's floorball was alright though i skipped pt after picking up a blister during soccer before that. played match later.. i din play well .. guess could be because i was tinking abt stuffs and also the fact tt i have not played for quite some time...IDE's starting next week.. hope i can use tt time to try and study.. I know i wish for many things.. but whether they will come true or not.. i do not know..all i can do now is hope for the best.. and WAIT... i may sound somewhat emotional but emoing is not an option, though i may constantly keep tinking abt it.. i quote from one of eminem's rap... " I ACT LIKE IT DONT FAZE ME BUT INSIDE IT DRIVES ME CRAZY " emoing is stupid and i shant do it even though i feel sucky...i have learnt from my mistakes.. but there would defenitely be a time whereby i have no choice..

Frustrated...
I'll do whatevr it takes... to turn this around..
ill keep on waiting...waiting for that day..
and still.. im waiting in the darknes... until then...

math oba TMR!

2008-05-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

well haven been posting for a long time yeah. sorry cause busy with open house and all that. sian ..tmr got math oba again =.= i dam scared ill fail.. which is a high chance. anw open house was alright i tink lol.. cause i just guided some parents around before taking a break with e rest at the info centre. Oh yea last week of curiculum before electives! sian ... stupid vegetarianism ... but at least got sean and brandon to keep me company lol.. well june hols are coming. which mean 2 tings.... CHALET!!! and JCT's -________- well looking forward to after JCT's and gonna join SRC hockey in arnd july. yep. well tts all for today. will try and get more motivation to post longer stuffs next time.

you're impossible to find and so..
the wait continues...

Wednesday..

2008-04-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

today was alright.. well so suay... 1 more mark to pass physics sigh.. lol dun even ask me for my oba marks. anyway the week so far has been fairly normal except i finally decided to approach mr ngoh about cirlce properties after SOOOOOOOO long of not understanding his lessons. well turns out he is a super nice guy. me,sean and joelle went to consult him and completed our homework. We kept straying from the topic to talk crap so we ended at like almost 6? anyway after the PTM i tink that i should seriously start consulting tutors in order to improve my work. mr ngoh was one example now i get the better picture of circle properties.. Okay.. missed training today because of some heritage trail thingy which was quite fun but also tiring cause we had to walk here and there to our checkpoints. oh ya haha.. FINALLY i went for my x ray on monday after like a month or so of shin pain and i got a 6 month excuse letter for running HAHA! but i dun tink im gonna use it that often because other than shin pain, i haven really had much problems running. well, just endure the pain.

one step at a time.
sometimes i feel like quitting
but i shall wait because
it is the right thing to do.

hectic week =.=

2008-04-18T21:13:00.000-07:00

ok. havent been posting for a long time due to tests... physics test was hard. math was a killer and bio was =.= . well anyway yesterday was parent teacher meeting and luckily there wasnt much complains abt me other than i can do better, im not focusing in class and that i talk too much to sean lol... kinda wasted my time cause i thought that we were supposed to be there and in the end i wasnt really needed. yesterday physical was hiong... almost died. well, i guess i wont be playing for A div due to the age thing which is sad for me and sean cause we managed to break into the school team. well. 2 more years and other tournaments to look forward to. by then, we would have established a name for ourselves i hope =X

taking things one step at a time.
ill wait..

SIGH...

2008-04-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

last night's soccer game was not very good...followed sean's adviced and played as a holding mid and had to run up and down the pitch all the time and we lost 10-6... and to make matter worse, i sprained my back/hip area.. and after i sit down for like 5 min or so i am unable to stand up straight...had to give training a miss today.. well.. went to regrip my old blast stick and it seems like it's new..

today dam sian.... sigh... i dunno how to say also but did a lot of thinking on the long journey home...everyone simply disappeared after school and i felt dam lonley.. but was alright cause id rather be at home anw...

A sense of awkwardness is felt and i dunno wat to do... im lost in the darkness thinking...

FLOORBALL!

2008-04-06T05:50:00.000-07:00

todays tournament was fun. 1st match against GROWNZ. started the attack but hit the wall and sean scored from there then my second long range effort = GOAL! won 2-0 . next match me and sean were subs and GOOD JOB SEAN! once came on scored the equalising goal. and i faked the striker dam nice XD.. sigh.. then lost to BEN's team.. but tt one i played like 2 sec and was dam frustrated till i threw my stick then mr tan came and tok to me and told me it was just a game... well anyway.. gonan start training with the main team alr.. yep .. oh yah! highlights of the day.. Y-M-C-A LOL! after we won our 1st match me and sean and the malay guys from the other end of the caught were doing the Y-M-C-A hand actions to the song! dam fun XD and they even played the song twice for us

thursday...

2008-04-03T04:25:00.001-07:00

its the thursday after probably the most depressing training session.. sigh.. dont ask.. ok anyway today played soccer during break/free period.. me casper and darren vs sean jw and brandon.. ok la not very fair cause darren bai ka alr haha.. but at least he scored! sian ah...in the end darren gotta sit out then left me and casper vs the rest =.=.. anw. tmr going to play soccer wif the old gang before going tuition.

finally..

2008-03-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

FINALLY FIRST TRAINING SESSION WIF TWS! lol ..it was alright la.. trained today though my toe still like crap but at least i got to pon P.E. and warm up. drills were fun today as they were mostly shooting drills. later played game and went opp wif sean and jw to have dinner. Discussed our lives and SEAN, I CANT HELP BUT WAIT! HAHAHAHAH yep XD.

OUCH...

2008-03-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

omg=.= ... my big toe is like GG! ... went to learning lab for tuition then wakao trip and then the pokey pokey thing of the escalator steps ripped my big toe skin off.. at 1st i din noe it was tt bad till it started to bleed like free and tuition started in like half an hour la =.= .. limped to watsons to get a plaster and saw how bad it was when the lady told me she was scared and a plaster wont do.. so i limped to a clinic upstairs... only to find it closed.. so i called skuah since he knew the place well.. AND OMG! GOD KNOWS HOW.. but he was in the same building and he had lost his voice and not feeling well so he had to go to a clinic as well.. so his mum was like so nice to drive me from novena to serangoon with him to see a docotr.. at first i was " LAUGHING IN PAIN " when the doctor liften the ripped skin... only when he poured anticeptic that i screamed.. as in really... everyone outside could hear... and worst of all he did it like 3 times.. which means i shocked everyone at the clinic 3 times... sian.. will miss training and the tournament on sat unless i can get well... SIAN AH! SO DAO MEI =.= ... and believe me you wouldnt wanna see how it looks like.. it is super sick... and bloody.. well anyway tmr im gonna look super weird wif slippers and tie. =.=

2008-03-20T05:45:00.000-07:00

EH LE ANG MO LANG KI JIA SAI AH ! TINK CAN TAKE ME FOR A RIDE ISIT? !@#$%ER .. TINK U FLOORBALL ZAI CAN MAKE PPL RUN AROUND LIKE DOG ISIT? U TINK U GOT THE ONLI FLOORBALL SHOP IN SINGAPORE SELLING A WIDE RANGE OF UNIHOC STICKS BIG AH? U ARE JUST LIKE THE SALMING UNCLE LA WASTE PPL TIME ONLI.. sorry for being a bit vulgar but until i get my stick U ARE NOTHING BUT A FUGGER WHO WASTE my 18 bucks taking a cab to ur shit hole for no reason. I HOPE U CHOKE ON UR SWEEDISH MEATBALLS

2008-03-19T07:08:00.001-07:00

List ten things that recently made you happy then tag ten people to do the same.

1. going out with the gang though yu fan and siew werent there
2. watching a real floorball grandmaster during the hols
3. the fact that i have not emoed in about a month le though i still have problems
4. having that free period on monday to talk cock
5. half day on monday
6. completing my LA ( though it's like 1 week overdue)
7. watching POLICE AND THIEF ( BLOCK 333333333 11111111 444444444444444!! )
8. going to kallang for training during hols
9. having team bbq at east coast park
10. you XD (sounds corny but yeah dunno wat to type oso =.=)

eh who wanna do it just do la.. i lazy to tagg ppl to do..

today was alright. =.= dam it la.. foudn some surgical glove filled wif water at the canteen and then thinking it was funny, kept squeezing it during physics and guess wat? it burst and water like splurted out onto my tablet... training was alright except that i played quite suckily and in the end suggested that the team pump when we missed a chance or let in a goal. overall it was fine except that bobby made us sprint 100 m dunno for wat... and i realised that mr tan is dam fast even though he is wearing like office clothes to run. HEH! GETTING MY NEW STICK LIAO!!! CANT WAIT!

first day of school

2008-03-17T04:08:00.000-07:00

well back to school...today was alright had half day cause j2's apparently did well for their a lvl results.. STUPID BEALE! LUCKILY REALLY HAVE LA =.= .. anyway today was quite slack la.. go school for 2 period of chem and 1 period math then go home ... free period was dam fun la. got to talking about lots of shit. sian ah.. good friday this friday then dun haf training =.= ... bleh...

omg... im humbled XD

2008-03-12T05:52:00.001-07:00

lol ok today was dam tiring la... TREBLE TO TJ!WHOO!! haha yep we won all e friendlies =) . all own la.. kudos to vivian for 5 goals sia XD . BLEH! i should haf played at the start la then can score goals =.= aiyo... later went on then created a scary strike partnership with ben XD. walao dam suay lo i shot then the ball go in but hit the inside post.. then the goal nvr count cos the ref nvr see =.= .. haha anyway good job snrs! dam exciting game la .. but sad had to leave for training sigh.. omg la.. there was this national player playing against the snrs but he gif chance la if not tio own. but then ah OMG LA his dribbling like snake like that..then he airhook also like water la... but he keep subbing himself off.. so nice guy HAHA.. man ..airthrow airhook "snake-like" dribble.. lol i felt like going to him and ask him for enlightment la haha..

friday... good and bad...

2008-03-07T19:16:00.001-08:00

bleh.. yesterday i was dam unlucky during training... firstly, i dunno how but i tripped, scrapped both knees and somehow my hand is swelling.. secondly, OMG! MY FREAK SPLIT INTO HALF LOL! (haha dam cool sia.. lol but disappointing... tsk tsk.. pay so much for the stick yet it snapped after 1 training la..) lol anyway, movie marathon was dam SHIOK! WHEEEEE HAHAHAHAHAHA! yea.. dam tired now =X later still got tuition then another stayover at glen's house lol..

FREAK!

2008-03-04T05:21:00.001-08:00

WOOT! i am both happy and sad.. =X i love my new freak 27 WOOT LIMITED EDITION 15 PIECES ONLI HAHAHA! yea... sean and jw kept pressuring me to buy it but well it was quite worth it =X... i tink ... man... heart pain ... u dun wanna know how much it costs =.= ... when u find out.. ull FREAK! oh yeah. service learnign today was quite fun =D washed cars! haha so fun! though my feet were like dam dirty and my pants wet it was much better than stoning in class =.=

i hate ikea ...

2008-03-02T02:10:00.000-08:00

=.= i hate ikea... went there today with darren,jingwen,jiayun and shi pei..zzz i was dam tempted but the queue was dam long so me and darren wanted to go buy hotdog but then we were walking around in circles cause the lift din work... we were stopping at everymap trying to find a shortcut and in the end we went back to the same place like 5 times.... i eventually gave up and decided to queue up anyway.. omg the cheesecake was dam nice la... went to meet yu fan and tampines mall later and then walked around for dam long waiting for the rest to reach... omg so slow la they took like 2 plus hours to buy 2 small things.... but ok la since i sian to go home anyway..

what a waste of time...

2008-02-29T06:24:00.000-08:00

today was all right.. super slack but dam waste time... first,mass pe was really waste of time... long winded teacher... aft school went back to vs to meet the guys . man! i really miss the old times.. i haven laughed so hard in so long.... training was alright but i din really meet my own expectations... SIGH ! OVA WAT A WASTE OF MY TIME.... stupid long winded guy also... if no space just say no space dun waste our time...

1st day using blog..

2008-02-27T16:31:00.001-08:00

ok... hi! My first time using a blog( don't ask why.. i just can't be bothered to create one) because of service learning.. Dam tired from training yesterday but at least i scored... but sigh i should have scored 1 more... lost 2-1 .... but hey I CAN AIRHOOK WHEE!!!!