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im dam freaking sianned of everything alr...
1. stuff regarding _____
2. JCT's coming and i cant relli seem to be bothered in handing up my work..esp math..
i dunno la.. its just my mentality..too much patience must be getting into my head.. had lunch wif yu fan today opp school .. i missed the old times.. and i relli wanna transfer back to vs... i mean im like flunking over here.. June hols... i hope i would change my mentality and relli put in an effort to study because i dun wanna gif my parents wif anymore stress.. they already haf plenty to deal wif wif my siblings going to uni.. and about _____ i dunno alr... its getting to my head... im friggin useless... but i just hope that _______________________ as i do. sigh.. todays's floorball was alright though i skipped pt after picking up a blister during soccer before that. played match later.. i din play well .. guess could be because i was tinking abt stuffs and also the fact tt i have not played for quite some time...IDE's starting next week.. hope i can use tt time to try and study.. I know i wish for many things.. but whether they will come true or not.. i do not know..all i can do now is hope for the best.. and WAIT... i may sound somewhat emotional but emoing is not an option, though i may constantly keep tinking abt it.. i quote from one of eminem's rap... " I ACT LIKE IT DONT FAZE ME BUT INSIDE IT DRIVES ME CRAZY " emoing is stupid and i shant do it even though i feel sucky...i have learnt from my mistakes.. but there would defenitely be a time whereby i have no choice..



Frustrated...
I'll do whatevr it takes... to turn this around..
ill keep on waiting...waiting for that day..
and still.. im waiting in the darknes... until then...