my !@#$ed up first day..

today was kinda sucky.. not how i had intended it. well at least im feeling better about myself.. left school at 12.30? intended to spend my time sitting down and doing some sorting out.. in e end, i ended up doing something i din even expect myself to do. went to get a couple of red bulls. drank one and started to walk from jln kayu to sengkang. then made a turn and walked all the way back after drinking another one. it was pretty cool since noone was on e road so i walked against the traffic in e middle of e road, feeling high, mouthing the songs from my ipod and reliving every happy memory along tt road.. decided that i still had more energy and so... i walked all e way home.. after another bull lols.. ARGH! my feet are blistered like shit and im feeling weak like shit but nobody.. nobody can talk me down and take away this moment from me.. call me crazy but it's the only way that i could make myself feel better.

ROCK AND ROLL!!!

alright!!! last night was awesome. went for my mother's company party with the theme being rock and roll. since i only decided to go so last minute, i din really a costume which sayed rock and roll so unlike my mum, i just pulled smth on the spot and went. made myself a wax hand before getting my face painted then had some food. haha unlce kimston came here drunk and he was determined to make me drunk. everytime he saw me he would say the same thing.. "nick, where's the beer man? *points to waiter/waitress* darling, get us 2 beers. so by the start of the event, i already had 1 wine and 4 beers.. joined siwei (some hired model who i made friends with) for another beer later on cause i was really sleepy and din feel like taking part in e games. the angmohs were drunk and really funny, especially those who dressed up as they kept cursing and swearing.. one of them tried pole dancing and almost broke the pole as he pulled the whole thing more than 45 degrees down.

ROCK AND ROLL

haha! mum looks cool :D ( note that that is a wig and not her real hair!)

BOTTOMS UP! (with uncle kimston and someone else, forgot his name lols)

sigh... it's the mid of november.. and guess what? it sucks.. i may seem to have loads of time on my hand to do loads of things.. but all i really want is just one thing.. just ONE...
i know my life is already pretty great now and some might think i may be too much.. but listen up.. you are not me.. you dont know what i am feeling.. so dont be too quick to judge me.
noelle seems to be having the same problem as me.. well, welcome to the club :) lols.. sigh.. we'll have fun.. like when we were kids.. "the best of us can find happiness in misery" thanks for giving me a listening ear. i really appreciate it. December's coming soon.. and it could get worse then again maybe it could get better.. noone knows.

ANYONE UP FOR WATCHING MADAGASCAR 2 WITH ME WHEN IT COMES OUT!?!?!?! PLEASE LET ME KNOW =)

it's complicating realli... sigh..



it will be alright.. i hope...

this hols is shitty.... just a little less screwed up schedule... is that so hard to ask?? i mean our hols next year are already !@#$ing cut by a month. i shld have thought twice before joining scip.. not that im not having fun or anth.. but !@#$ then there's floorball which is really getting to be a real pain... i dunno how much more of this shitty hols i can take.. i cant wait to go to aust in december.. like srsly.. it would be great.. taking my mind off stuffs in sg.. anyway, thanks noelle for friday :) all the best to u and D ( whenever that will happen) haha. oh! and club 21 sale was awesome though there were not much guys stuff but at least i got stuffs i really like for really great prices! hope there will be more sales soon!!

alright.. update! lols. first day of work.. not bad. pretty fun.. met kenneth at main office at 1.30 where he first taught me how to assemble a stick from scratch. he taught me stuffs like cutting sticks from 100 to 95cm, fixing e blades, oval gripping, drilling e holes etc etc. after which, i assembled 2 wiz 27 pro designs!! HAHAHAH. i was dam scared while assembling cause if i screwed up, kenneth would have lost a stick which he said nvm cause at least i learn from mistakes.. but i feel bad luh lols. Took a short break before mr ngatsi came over. packed up a couple of sticks including the 2 tt i assembled and headed off to RI for sales in his van.. i was cramped up with all e salming sticks and goalposts behind the van but luckily RI was nearby. sold quite a number of sticks but dam sad la... nobody bought my 2 wiz 27s ... cause e prices were out of their budget so they all bought the cheaper ones.. pfft.. walked back with kenneth to main office where we took a break again before i went to change e blade of one of the sticks which one of the RI students purchased. left the main office for home, stopping by RI on the way to pass the stick to the student whose blade i changed. walked around junction 8 aimlessly before taking the bus home. having not rememberd where 58 went, i stopped a few stops earlier to play safe when i met my sis. LOLS SHE DAM LUCKY I WAS THERE CAN. she had cut her toe and was looking for tissue to clean but she had no money -.- so she was planning to go and ask around when i popped up.. so i helped her buy tissue and clean her wound before walking home with her. lols. well overall, work was pretty alright, not hectic and best of all, i get to try out all the sticks there and practice my shots wif the goalpost when kenneth gives me break =D !!! hahaha will be introduced to the others another time. looking forward to going back! ( it's kind of on an ad hoc basis)